Saw Amelie last night

May 20, 2008 | Filed Under Books, Theatre & Movies | 1 Comment 

She was on my computer screen. Even little Amelie was cute. The grown Amelie, she was special. If I ever find her I will take steal her from the world and keep her safely with me. Much like Smeagol and his love for the ring - “My Precious Audrey.”

It has obviously jumped to my list of top ten movies. Which currently, in particular order are:
Amelie, Ratatouille, Pyasa, American Beauty, Life is Beautiful, Andaz Apna Apna, Little Miss Sunshine, Rashomon, Jaagte Raho, Guide.

Amelie feels like a grown up Alice from the wonderland. How did I miss the movie when it came?

I love how the movie is made, with so much tenderness and care, like a litte baby with minute needs.

Last few days have been an interesting mix. Had gone to the idea camp pune and came across some interesting ideas. Felt bad that techies are a little emotionally challenged when it comes to Social Change related ideas. Anyways I won’t mull about it. Otherwise the event was great and had some great ideas. As usual there were some ppl trying to promote their companies. I was responsible for something like that in one of the earlier camps and I detest myself.

Also saw Clockwork Orange. What a brilliant movie. Kubrick makes you feel like the protagonist.

Also reading - Shalimar the Clown - so far the book has been a pleasure to read. Rushdie is brilliant with words and with how he makes the book flow. Read Hari Kunzru’s ‘Transmission’ before this and the difference in the quality is so stark. Very disappointed with Kunzru. Makes me feel nice about my book. I should try publishing it.

So overall, life has been interesting - at least as far as books and movies go.



Conversations elsewhere and in my head…

December 23, 2007 | Filed Under Books, Point of View | 2 Comments 

Altaf gifted me the book - The Reluctant Fundamentalist - a novella by Mohsin Hamid. He signed the book saying - To the only peaceful fundamentalist (writer) I know. Altaf has the most eclectic taste in books, and I was very happy to get a book from him.\r\n\r\nI finished reading the book and I loved its simplicity. How it all happens in an evening. The evening is clearly fictional but there is a lot of truth hidden in it. In fact let me not call it the truth, as we all have our versions of the truth. Let me just say that central characters feelings are very true.\r\n\r\nThe book offered me the perspective of a Pakistani writer. It is an important perspective. It is the perspective of a Muslim whom the west eyes with suspicion, it is the perspective of a Pakistani who fears that India will attack his country. But it is still a perspective.\r\n\r\nOff late I have begun to treat all perspectives with respect. At the same time, I question it and try to uncover the thoughts behind them. My questions cause people discomfort. I take pleasure in their discomfort. I like to uncover the mystery, whether the perspective is inherited or caused by introspection and questioning. People end up generalizing a lot, and it\’s very unfair. To top it all the reasoning behind it is flawed. It\’s like saying Hitler was evil, Hitler was a Christian, hence all Christians are evil.\r\n\r\nIt\’s important that people explore their thoughts and belief on their own. It\’s only possible by reading first hand, questioning and discussing in a small group of friends. One has to be true to oneself at the least. If you are all lusty and horny, sporting a beard can\’t make you pious, but you could be lusty, horny and pious at the same time irrespective if you sport a beard or not. But that\’s not how the world perceives - you are what you look. It\’s important that we don\’t base our perspectives on the basis of how the world perceives.\r\n\r\nHow one looks is one\’s identity. India in 50s was largely dhoti and saree clad. Today there is a wide choice. Looking a certain way does not make you feel a certain way. When I was a child my grand mom would not like it if my mom wore a Bindi. But I think even she has changed with times. It does not bother her much now. More importantly to feel a certain way, you don\’t have to look like the clan.\r\n\r\nYou might disagree with me. You may say (am taking the example of a muslim here) -  A muslim is a person who lives in a manner that Islam preaches and it includes things like the style of living, clothing, etc.  I don\’t consider these important really, it\’s really the principles you live by and your dealings with others. So we could just be on a different page altogether.\r\n\r\nSometimes we just don\’t allow people to think for themselves. If you were to hear the priest\’s sermon in a mosque, you would know how great a sinner you are and how there 101 different reasons you will go to hell and when you have almost lost all hope, you will be told of 102 ways to make it to heaven. I sometimes feel like going up to him and saying, “chill man.” But instead consume the pill myself.\r\n\r\nBut then again very few people want to think for themselves. They are ok with just following blindly. They inherit reasons or just obfuscate their thoughts to continue supporting a line of thought. I feel American masses hear similar sermons from their leaders like the muslims in a mosque, just that they are given the patriotism argument, and the “we are America” slogan. Amongst them too there are people who think.\r\n\r\nAnyone can think, while most freedoms can be taken away from you, the freedom to think can\’t be. Thinking and reasoning without a bias is a very exhilarating activity. Try it, it\’s not rocket science, it\’s just common sense.